Homeward bound

I want to go home
and rest
feel the soft and warm pillows
on my bed.
I want to fly
over the sky
and touch the raindrops
falling down.
I want to run
and be free
to do as I like and be real
just for once.
I want to cry
myself to sleep
and drown my grief away.
I want to shout
so everybody will hear
the murmurs inside my soul.
I want to walk
to the right path
until I reach my destination
and not some empty station.
I want to forget
the bitter past
the man who broke my heart
and the mistakes I so willingly did.
I want to love
the life I have now
the path in front of me
the friends who stayed
the blessings I savor
the spirit who heals me
the God that love me.