Wishing for the Force

I wonder if it's even sane to tell a guy to just abhor me, hate me so I won't go running back to him. Truth is, I wish it'd happen. It's better that he hate me so I'd resist the temptation to love him even more. Sometimes, it requires force, wrenching pain to end love. Maybe, if he'd attack me directly I'd gather enough resolve to turn my back and never look again. I wish there would be some force. But I guess that would not happen to me. I still believe that when God's hands are at work, everything will just flow so easily. We just have to let it happen. Let the Hands of God guide our every stride, our every way. I still believe in love as I believe in God. :)