Count down....again...

Right.
This time again.
When I look obsessively with the calendar.
With my planner.
The time when I count every fucking hour.
Trying to allocate time to tasks and tasks to priorities.
I am whirling.
I am gasping.
Striding a stallion and moving.
Fast.
Thinking as well.
Trying even more.
To maintain composure.
Let's see how it goes.