Sweet Spot
For the umpteenth time, he exclaimed: he loves mornings. He is a morning person. he wakes up early, smiles, and he feels light and invigorated. In fact, it seems that during that first burst of light, his mind gets in the clearest, most lucid state. Thoughts flow perfectly. Heart is at ease. Soul is hopeful and enthused.
A perfect morning for him is with coffee, an excellent book, and a newspaper (or now, it's just a smartphone). Simple. Fuss-free. Down-to-earth.
So this morning, he has all three. Once again, he is compelled to write down fragments of ideas and thoughts that are swimming in his maze-like mind. So, he picks up the pen and began scribbling. Those transitory truths that may not make sense but they are surely part of the myriad of complexities that makes him...him.
1. He is letting go of the obscurities and heaviness of a past love. He knows he is not perfect. In fact, he can be and he was too difficult to handle. But, he tried to be kind and to love the best way he could. He forced himself to understand those that do not fit in his mindset and accept those that he could not reconcile. He did not abscond. No, he just walked a little faster and maybe farther, because finally, he was paying attention to his own pace. The love remains (and woman, if you're reading this, believe me, the love remains). But they cannot go back to who they used to be.
2. He is chasing his dream. I guess, he has always chased his dream - he is lucky to be one of those people who know exactly what they want in life. Well, he wants to teach, travel, explore, and grow as a person. He is a sucker for life and experiences - he devour novelties and challenges. Every decision he makes and everything he does is a deliberate result of what he deems as his life's passions. He is restless, no doubt, like a child in a candy store jumping up and down who just cannot wait to try everything.
3. But, he needs a home - a stable one. As much as he is stimulated by the outside, he also needs the peace and warmth of...well, a home. So far, his home is confined to himself. And that is fine too. But, I want him to find the right partner - someone who complements him and gives his frivolous life a kind of balance. Someone who can calm him down, keep him grounded, and reassure him that things will be alright. .... (to be cont...)
A perfect morning for him is with coffee, an excellent book, and a newspaper (or now, it's just a smartphone). Simple. Fuss-free. Down-to-earth.
So this morning, he has all three. Once again, he is compelled to write down fragments of ideas and thoughts that are swimming in his maze-like mind. So, he picks up the pen and began scribbling. Those transitory truths that may not make sense but they are surely part of the myriad of complexities that makes him...him.
1. He is letting go of the obscurities and heaviness of a past love. He knows he is not perfect. In fact, he can be and he was too difficult to handle. But, he tried to be kind and to love the best way he could. He forced himself to understand those that do not fit in his mindset and accept those that he could not reconcile. He did not abscond. No, he just walked a little faster and maybe farther, because finally, he was paying attention to his own pace. The love remains (and woman, if you're reading this, believe me, the love remains). But they cannot go back to who they used to be.
2. He is chasing his dream. I guess, he has always chased his dream - he is lucky to be one of those people who know exactly what they want in life. Well, he wants to teach, travel, explore, and grow as a person. He is a sucker for life and experiences - he devour novelties and challenges. Every decision he makes and everything he does is a deliberate result of what he deems as his life's passions. He is restless, no doubt, like a child in a candy store jumping up and down who just cannot wait to try everything.
3. But, he needs a home - a stable one. As much as he is stimulated by the outside, he also needs the peace and warmth of...well, a home. So far, his home is confined to himself. And that is fine too. But, I want him to find the right partner - someone who complements him and gives his frivolous life a kind of balance. Someone who can calm him down, keep him grounded, and reassure him that things will be alright. .... (to be cont...)
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